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The Bar has not relented in her attempts to get Harrow to eat something with slightly more calories than air. After many false starts, she seems to have struck gold with potatoes, a vegetable Harrow has never had before.

Mashed was a success; soup went well, too. But chips--ahhh, chips. Hot, salty, taste like almost nothing at all. Harrow may never eat anything else again. After several false starts in the dipping sauce area she has made peace with a light sprinkling of vinegar. The only problem is they make her gloves and her papers greasy.

Therefore, find Harrowhark Nonagesimus at a table with her journal and a skeletal hand, drawing spirals and... God help us... eating chips with a fork. It could be worse. The hand could be feeding them to her.

Date: 2020-10-13 12:54 am (UTC)
acrookedpath: (....go on.)
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Slowly, Wei Wuxian's eyebrows rise.

This could be a way, he thinks. He will not share anything with Moiraine for his own safety; if, at the same time, he studies her cultivation, enough to counter anything she may attempt on him?

It is not trust. Quite the opposite. But at least he would not feel so hunted whenever he spots her blue robes across the room.

"I would be grateful," he says. "Can you think of anything that may work for me, knowing what you know of my own cultivation?"

Date: 2020-10-13 01:30 am (UTC)
acrookedpath: (tools of the patriarch)
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He nods. Flipping to a blank sheet of talisman paper, he begins to scribble a few notes.

"She mentioned a 'True Source' to me," he says as he tries to cast his mind back to their first conversation, before Moiraine revealed her true colors. "It sounded broadly similar to how I work with resentful energy -- taking energy from outside the self rather than generating it from within."

Date: 2020-10-13 01:50 am (UTC)
acrookedpath: (a different cultivation)
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The pen slows for half a heartbeat at the mention of Lan Zhan; in short order, he returns to himself and resumes scribbling.

"I see," he says. "And -- you mentioned elements. I assume she is able to divide the energy somehow, once she has retrieved it?"

Date: 2020-10-13 01:20 pm (UTC)
acrookedpath: (a different cultivation)
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Moiraine has always seemed so focused on light and shadow -- and more than that, the inherent goodness of light verses the inherent evil of shadow. To hear she may have begun walking in the grey space between is... interesting. Perhaps even promising.

(Not nearly enough to get Wei Wuxian to trust her, though.)

He adds another note to the paper. "So her source is more a bundle of silk, with different cloths as different elements," he muses aloud. "I suppose that fits with her calling it weaving. So you have been able to -- not channel it, but differentiate your thanergy the same way? How?"
Edited Date: 2020-10-13 01:26 pm (UTC)

Date: 2020-10-13 02:02 pm (UTC)
acrookedpath: (serious)
From: [personal profile] acrookedpath
The pen stills. Slowly, he raises his eyes to Harrow's; he does not speak right away.

"I will not lie to you," he says at last, quiet. "I do ask in part for my own protection. But it is protection only; I want nothing more than to spend my afterlife in peace. If she does not strike at me -- truly strike, with more than words -- then I will not strike at her."

He sets down the pen and straightens in his seat.

"But it is not only that, Harrow, and I do not lie in this, either. I want to know as much as I can about the energies of this place and the ways it can be used. To know that thanergy is not a single thread, but can be split into many?" The familiar, earnest curiosity has sparked in his eyes. "That is something I didn't know was possible. And when I still wish to know if I can safely use thanergy, or tap into the energy of the body as you do to raise skeletons or carve into your very bones -- " He shrugs, with a faintly helpless smile. "I have always wanted to learn new ways to cultivate, beyond the boundaries of what I was taught."

Date: 2020-10-13 02:37 pm (UTC)
acrookedpath: (wan)
From: [personal profile] acrookedpath
His throat works.

"You know what was done to me and those I care about," he says, no louder than before. "Anyone who will so cleanly divide the world into light and shadow, believing one good and the other evil, and call themselves righteous for it -- I cannot trust them, Harrow. Nor can I trust someone who will follow the letter of an oath but not its spirit, as she does with her edict to speak only truth. I have seen too many atrocities by those who follow every law and call themselves good, even as they slaughter the weak and persecute the helpless."

He rubs the side of his hand across his forehead, fitfully.

"And I am sure you will tell me she is different. It may be so. I accept that I may be too blinded by my own pain to see clearly. But I don't know what can be done to change that. I am sorry."

Date: 2020-10-13 03:10 pm (UTC)
acrookedpath: (serious)
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Wei Wuxian frowns slightly.

"Of course you're not," he says.

Date: 2020-10-13 03:31 pm (UTC)
acrookedpath: (serious)
From: [personal profile] acrookedpath
"You have not given me reason to think otherwise," he says, with the smallest shrug.

Date: 2020-10-13 04:51 pm (UTC)
acrookedpath: (rueful)
From: [personal profile] acrookedpath
He cracks a wan smile. "He is," he agrees quietly. "But I think he has changed in the last three years. He has become better at walking the grey spaces between."

If his seclusion had done what his uncle wanted it to do, Lan Zhan would have struck down Wei Wuxian the instant they crossed paths. That he has not -- that he has, instead, helped him, comforted him, shared meals with him --

He wrenches his thoughts on another path.

Date: 2020-10-13 06:25 pm (UTC)
acrookedpath: (wan)
From: [personal profile] acrookedpath
Her words strike him like a rebuke; he looks away, shame twinging his belly, and manages a nod.

"I understand." He still cannot push his voice any louder. "But I am still -- wary. About what may qualify as real harm to her."

Date: 2020-10-13 07:05 pm (UTC)
acrookedpath: (serious)
From: [personal profile] acrookedpath
"I do not understand it, either," he says, a little startled by her admission. "Perhaps..."

His mouth twists.

"The clans often said that resentful energy harms the body and temperament. Yet if it does, I would think thanergy harms the body just as much. It is the energy of death -- of course it would. But." A long sigh. "We both know it is different. I should fine-tune the energy talisman array soon, so I can continue researching how different."

Pushing the pen aside, he rips his sheet of notes free of the portfolio. Wei Wuxian folds them in half and slides them across the table to Harrow.

"Here." Low. "Do with them as you wish. I acted dishonorably in my fear, and I apologize."

Date: 2020-10-14 12:34 am (UTC)
acrookedpath: (cheerful conversation)
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Midway through tucking the folded paper back into his portfolio, Wei Wuxian makes a truly impressive face of disgust, complete with a tiny blegh at the end.

"Indeed," he says -- but already, he's brightening slowly, the wheels of his mind visibly turning. "So if there were a way to 'cook' the raw thanergy, so to speak, transforming it into resentful energy -- but how could that be done if it is unattached to the energy of the spirit? I would have to attach it somehow, and figure out a way to do it non-destructively if possible -- "

He snatches up the pen again and turns to another blank sheet of paper.

Date: 2020-10-14 12:53 am (UTC)
acrookedpath: (cheerful conversation)
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"Oh?" He looks up. "How so?"

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