"I could hardly look at him," he mutters. "He knew something was wrong and I fear he thought it was his fault. I drank two entire bottles of wine in a fraction of a shichen to calm my nerves, and all it did was worry him further. He spent half the night awake trying to comfort me! He had enough burdens to carry without me deliberately making myself into one as well."
He puts his head back into his arms.
"And he pulled away from me when I took his hand, and I am certain he disapproved of how much I stared when I was drunk, and..."
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Date: 2020-10-02 03:36 pm (UTC)He puts his head back into his arms.
"And he pulled away from me when I took his hand, and I am certain he disapproved of how much I stared when I was drunk, and..."