Harrowhark the Ninth (
we_bring_hell) wrote2020-09-02 08:15 pm
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Room 99, Frozen Prior to Ch. 30
The room is spartan; sufficient to her needs. There is a single painting on the wall, painstakingly straight. It seems to be a mounted jigsaw puzzle of a tower at sunset. There is the faintest smell; some kind of organic ash, mixed with the oil of a mechanism. It's not unpleasant.
Her robe has somehow transitioned to the closet, and there's a skeleton on a stand in the corner; she recognizes the ribs. It grins at her familiarly. In the closet there are rows of long-sleeved shirts much like her usual habit, and some other shirts she frowns at. In a drawer there are trousers and spare niqabs and gloves and socks. Her journal is here on the desk.
This is all burying the lede: perpendicular to the white, crisp bed is a second one. There is also a set of free weights in one corner for some reason.
On the table by the bed is a device she only vaguely recognizes the function of, but it seems to be active. She presses the universal glyph for play. After listening to the strange yet familiar apocalyptic hymn, she lets the songs keep playing, but only the second one holds her interest.
She finds another CD in the drawer and puts it in; the first words send prickles up her spine; it's about running away and checking into a spartan room to hide from loss.
Half the words she hears mean nothing to her, but the other half pierce her through.
I write down good reasons to freeze to death
In my spiral ring notebook
But in the long tresses of your hair
I am a babbling brook
She plays it all the way through, and then again, and then again, and then again, and then she listens to the seventh song until she knows it word-perfect, even the words that are gibberish to her.
A new Milliways day finds Harrowhark at a table in the bar, studying her notes, black trousers and shirt and niqab. The key to room 99 is on the table before her, and she sings tunelessly under her breath, when that day is coming who can say, who can say. In Canaan House, time is frozen.
Her robe has somehow transitioned to the closet, and there's a skeleton on a stand in the corner; she recognizes the ribs. It grins at her familiarly. In the closet there are rows of long-sleeved shirts much like her usual habit, and some other shirts she frowns at. In a drawer there are trousers and spare niqabs and gloves and socks. Her journal is here on the desk.
This is all burying the lede: perpendicular to the white, crisp bed is a second one. There is also a set of free weights in one corner for some reason.
On the table by the bed is a device she only vaguely recognizes the function of, but it seems to be active. She presses the universal glyph for play. After listening to the strange yet familiar apocalyptic hymn, she lets the songs keep playing, but only the second one holds her interest.
She finds another CD in the drawer and puts it in; the first words send prickles up her spine; it's about running away and checking into a spartan room to hide from loss.
Half the words she hears mean nothing to her, but the other half pierce her through.
I write down good reasons to freeze to death
In my spiral ring notebook
But in the long tresses of your hair
I am a babbling brook
She plays it all the way through, and then again, and then again, and then again, and then she listens to the seventh song until she knows it word-perfect, even the words that are gibberish to her.
A new Milliways day finds Harrowhark at a table in the bar, studying her notes, black trousers and shirt and niqab. The key to room 99 is on the table before her, and she sings tunelessly under her breath, when that day is coming who can say, who can say. In Canaan House, time is frozen.
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"The process of invocation that you describe is not unlike constructing a weave," she says. "A difference, perhaps, is that I manipulate the flows of power into configuration rather than holding them in mind only - but it may be a minimal one."
Depending on how Harrow handles thanergy, of course.
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"Many practitioners use compasses--a bit of a traditional gift for the young necromancer," she adds, as she free-hands two large circles in order to blatantly show off.
"Much of this notation refers to the two fields overlapping--that part is not really what matters--although if you are interested in entropy or senescence fields, they are archetypal examples of their kind. Ultimately, however, we want to abstract out the way this casting neutralizes the interaction without requiring a moment to moment intervention."
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She tilts her head, considering the drawing that Harrow is rapidly and skillfully rendering.
"In the usual manner of things, what requires such intervention?"
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She lays one diagram over the other and holds them up to the light. "Do you see? Where the patterns would cross and disrupt each other? The heart of this theorem is solve that problem, not just for these two spells, but systematically for any two spells.
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"That does seem to be a difference in my weaving and your spells, but I wonder if something like this might be used to make a tied weave more stable and less prone to dissolution."
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"Unfortunately, this solution proposed by the Lyctor of the Eighth requires me to either have two brains or a large continuous power source," she says dryly. "But I believe Silas Oktasiron siphoning his great hulking battery of a cavalier could not manage it."
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Moiraine studies the diagram a moment or two longer, then asks,
"Do you have no way to link powers among multiple adepts?"
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"And--not to explicitly link powers," she says. "Although..." She looks at her journal. "The spell I used to link my consciousness to Gideon's might allow two necromancers to link as well." Her brow furrows thoughtfully.
(In the near future she will do so with Palamedes Sextus to create a key...)
"But it would not solve this problem--it is the issue of casting them such that they don't interfere, not just casting them both. At first I thought the split focus allowed them to... flicker, out of phase with each other, so one is present when the other is not. But both fields remain unbroken."
"I believe that the theorem actually passes control of each spell back and forth, moment by moment. Like juggling lit torches."
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"So, if the theorem were connected to a source of power from which to draw," she says, slowly, as she works through it, "then it might be able to be cast so that the movement back and forth could be itself worked into the weave, powered by the connection?"
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"It would require unparalleled skill even without the energy cost of the simulation. Which is astronomical, and ongoing."
(Palamedes chuckled at 'unparalleled' when she said that to him. Nerd jokes.)
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"There is a novice exercise taught in the White Tower," she says. "Two novices will each create balls of light, and pass them back and forth to each other. It is intended to teach and refine the skill of transferring weaves to other holders without allowing them to become unstable and dissipate."
A beat of silence.
"Perhaps it could be used here in some way to test this theorem."
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"I imagine that if it were working as intended, the balls would... become one ball, twice as bright, hanging between the casters."
"I would be interested in trying it with you, but I know I have failed to successfully duplicate your magic before. I would understand more about the five distinctions you have described. The skein of thread you handed me--which type was that?"
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And to bond a Warder, but there is no need to speak of that, at least at present.
"Spirit is very often used together with other flows to enhance the whole."
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"Could I see another? Perhaps of Fire?"
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Moiraine holds out both hands, and a tangle of threads made of brilliant red light forms into existence between her fingers. She shapes it easily into a ball of sorts, which she holds out for Harrow to examine.
It gleams like the flickering light at the heart of a flame.
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She chose Fire because fire has a sort of life; a sort of death, too.
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She holds the weave steady, neither pushing it toward Harrow nor pulling back as if to warn her away.
"It is more a separation of the One Power into its components; isolating this flow from the others, distilling it into threads of itself alone. Channelers may be more skilled with certain of the flows, the Five Powers, than others. Men are often stronger with Fire and Earth."
"It feels -- vibrant, I suppose one might say, with a warmth to it that is more than that of saidar in general, quick and lively and energetic."
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As she tries to lift the threads, she thinks of the deaths of fire; the snuffing out, the creeping chill. The cooling body. The light seems grey and sag at her touch, losing its coherency all together, and she pulls her fingers away hastily.
"No, that certainly isn't it."
She puts a hand to her fabric-swathed chin and thinks hard.
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Dark eyes are thoughtful as she considers first the power she is channeling, then the younger woman.
"What does it feel like to you?"
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"I believe--I may be wrong--but I believe I had an affinity with Spirit. I changed it, yes, yet I did hold it, and of course spirit naturally transcends death."
"But converting all your weaves into Spirit is unhelpful. I am trying to conceptualize a way to flip it over into thanergy without losing that intrinsic quality of Fire. May I try again?"
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She focuses past Moiraine, into the distance, turning her mind of the heat of putrefaction and the blaze of the cremator; the burning incense and ancient fatty candle of the Ninth. Passing the thalergy through the fire and accepting the thanergy that comes out the other side, a sort of conceptual cremain.
A loop of the weaving passes onto her finger, the red light tarnishing and burning green like swampfire.
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She can feel the shift in the weave, where it crosses from her hand to Harrow's and is held balanced between them, and she wonders if this is what it might feel like to channel saidin as well as saidar - although the comparison, she knows, is not entirely accurate.
Carefully, Moiraine untangles a few more of the threads from the whole and extends them toward the other woman.
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The energy flows between them, but the thalergy to thanergy conversion is one way; she wonders if Moiraine will continue to be able to hold it once it's crossed into that domain.
Life to Death. Death to a sort of Life.
She's never really practiced the fission of thanergy the Fourth is famous for, but she knows the theory. She knows it's very powerful, and she is very, very tentative as she tries to re-ignite the ghost flame looping past her fingers.
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To envision a rosebud opening to light is one of the earliest of the novice exercises, and is often used to guide a girl through her first time channeling saidar, to explain how one should allow herself to let the power rush through her and direct it, rather than fight it or attempt to wrench it forcefully under control.
However, some few, some very few, of those who become Aes Sedai begin to channel untaught. These wilders first learn to reach saidar by instinct, adapting without thought.
Although it has been kept secret from most, Moiraine is one of these few.
Her eyes do not close; she cannot channel where she cannot see. They do, however, flutter nearly shut as she studies the weave through her lashes... and as she does so, the image of the rose in bloom forms in her mind and twists, taking on a strange, unearthly hue.
As it does, a loop of swampfire-green thread settles around two of the Aes Sedai's fingers.
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